ending?

My heart is in such a race, I think i may have found the one......can this be?

I thought i`d never find someone to love....
I think this may be my happy ending....My ending.
My Happy ending. This may be the last words i write of pain...
Can this be it?
Will i be able to forgive myself?
What a marvelous end, ending in Denial.

A promise

We had a promise to eachother, If we Vanished We would look for eachother and then we`d meet under the sun and live forever......

In Vain

As I look Back, I see I was the one who made the mistakes.

Life Seems to roll on by. Seeing nothing along the way.Only Hearing the laughter of loved ones.

As if im blind, Living only in Vain.

Nearing.

Scratching the wood above me into a heart.
Holding the pictures of you close to my heart.
My heart thumping as I become closer to the end.
Saying my last I love you`s and farewells.
I stop moving and slowly fade into the night as the rest of us do.

Breathe.

You took my breath away.
Leaving me heart broken and afraid.
Good Job Micheal.
I loved You.
But you love someone else.
As I cried that night for....you.
I wanted you....I loved you with all of my heart.
I loved...you.
I cried and cried I did somethings that Now I regret.
But. I was a girl. I was heartbroken in this horrible world.
And you still take my breath away.

New Hands

New hands wiping the tears.
New Hands that hold me.
Everything is new.
But, its the same feeling.
love?
As I sink away back to where I swam from .
Holding on to the love...
New Hands
New pains.
Love that was fake.

Getting Rid Of You.

Is it so easy to tell that I want you?
If it is, I should back away.
Just a step at a time.
Getting rid you, Will be the hardest thing ever.
I have shifted my world. Just for you.
But when You shifted your world. I dissapered.
But You look back at me ever so often with those....puppy blue eyes.
And I fall yet again
Pulling me under, Slowly sliping away...
Getting rid of you...
I cant...
I ...I love...
you.

Broken

As Despreate as I seem, Im not. Im just and empty Clock work.I have a heart and its bruised.....But they do not,As much as I hide, They always find me.
As much as I give its thrown at me.
And All I wanted was....love....
Im Like Ivy I need to cling to somthing just to live. All I wanted was to get rid of you.

never changing.

The walls keep going...forever.
Never Changing Like giving people second chances....

Just for Love.

As long as I sit here.
I wont have to leave.
I wont have to carry on with this life.
Just to waste it all away.....For you.
As I sit. I waste away. Just for love.

Rain.

Rain drops keep falling like tears.
Feeling so empty. I thought life was, supose to be great.
But as these rain drops fall, I feel more like them then I do myself.
Dont let dirty hands wipe away your tears.

Hello.

If I was a stone, sitting alone on a beach.
Would he be the water that sweeps me away?
If I was a star.
Would that make him my moon?
If I was the grass.
would that make him my flower?
As I walk, The dawn is breaking.
My heart is left with him.
Good morning I would say.
My Sunshine, Hello.
I wish you would be my moon and sun.
It would make me shine once again.

Harsh

The weather is harsh,

Bundle up that old heart and warm it up at the gate.

I would like to leave.

But to my hearts content,

It wont let me leave.

Because he holds my heart.

The one with all the bad aids and stitches.

My heart my heart lies with him.

Like a stone that is washed up on the shore of a great lake.

The weather is getting harsh.

Bundle up that little heart.

Waiting.

If I have been waiting,
Wont you come back?
Alone. Isnt some kind of punishment.
Its a weakness.
Darling. Just. Give. Up.
Im not gonna be yours anymore.
I had it with waiting, Im done.
Bravo, You have succeded in hurting me.

When?

Looking at the photos we never took.
The ones that would bring tears to our eyes.
The ones that would bring us back.
Only if you could see me now.
I would take you back in an instant.
But....your not here.

Its not me.

Dont stress on the details ,
Im not perfect.
Dont stress on the little deatails.
Im not gonna love like I used to
I just wanted it to be the same as before.
Before you left....
But Your not coming back.

Love drive.

Once I was crazy about love,
But now I'm just as scared.
Once I loved you.
But now it is all a jumbled up mess.
If love never dies
How could this love grow old?
Now your just a backstabbing pain that causes more pain then I`d like to handle.
Fine. Don't love.
I never loved you like I should have.
You were my last.
You're the one to end this i thought.
To end this pain. Your a love drive.
You let people and keep them out.
Your a host. You only make yourself feel better by destroying us.
Boy your a love drive the "flirt" that everyone wants till they find the truth.
And sadly I fell for your trap.