Days Of Revenge

They Say Revenge isn't Healthy ,
Their wrong.
Its away of getting your self back.
How many more days until I get my revenge?
I will make you suffer like I have...
But you keep avoiding my attempts....

Hurts

It Hurts to see you so happy,

When Im still sad and hurt...

Your happy as can be...

When I See walking with her arm in arm...and I sit here on this park bench...

We never held hands...You Never Showed Me Off....

You just said "I love you more"....

But it was all games....

Silly Little Hurting Game... You Played with the Wrong Little Heart....

You Moved Much To Fast For Me, To UnderStand...

Becoming.

Dead poets. Lite the world through the pain.
Lighting the words for the newcomers to pain
Old to new
Life to lite.
Dark the death
Living for the words and thinking of the sorrrow..
Growing old with useless emotions
Becoming new to the pain.

A little torn.

I hope I get to see the moon, I haven't seen her in awhile.

Prisoner to my own Useless Emotions, Secretly crying my way through life.

Living day by day,

Trapped by pain feeling lied to.

When my world is spinning and my life flashes before my eyes, is when I will forgive.

Just Stop

How many times have you said "I love you"?
How many times have you not "loved" me?
"I will never hurt you" You said..
But You knew...It was a lie.
It was just lie...
So..you could be...whatever you wanted...
Just as you lie your head down to rest...
Will you rember those looks when you said "I love you"...
Will you rember those..memories of you hurting me?
Just Stop.
You knew I thought it was love but you thought it was a game.

Away

Some time I wish He`d never come back..

But how many people would I affect if he left?

Shall I have him dissaper without a trace?

Or would that hurt me?

Shall I hurt while hes still smiling?

Away with him..

This is how he wants it.

Away...How....Away...

Such A Hard Price To Pay.

Stage

I wish I was a singer because people would keep me entertained to the max....
But this life brings me nothing then pure sadness....I just wish I could gaze at you without you noticing...Me...Becuase I'm not a singer he doesn't pay attention to me.

So Many Times

So many times have I broke down.. for you..
So many times have I self destruct....Just so You`d love me..
So many times I`d had wished that you were true...
So many times have I wanted to forget everything and tell you everything.
But your a Wall..
To me the most beautiful wall...
One that I have to walk by everyday just to be true to myself...
So Many Times Have I Fallen For Someone Who Just Hurt Me...Beyond Anything Capable.

Last night

I kinda wanted something....

:More:

From you...But you

:Never:

Did give me

:More:

But when I wanted

:More:

From you..

You

:Left:

Me

I just

:Wanted:

Myself

:Back:

But your wavering

:Conviction:

Failed to

:Satisfy:

My Love.

NiteMurr

I wish I was nightmare, Thier quick and painless, just a little scare...

Instead of fear....all the time....With the changes everything is scarier....bolder....more...different......

Boys

Boys just dont understand How we work....
We want someone who is gonna be there for us like a best friend.
Someone who side with them even if were wrong.
Someone to just talk with.
But we always end up with the wrong one.
Im not saying your not for me , but theres something.. that I cant understand....

Hims

Hes like that Icecream That I cant eat enough of, Hes like my reflection.
Hes my cloud on a sunny day,
Hes mine.
Hes the keep of my heart wich he squeezes. Untill we have no more words to say.
I wish I could wrap my arms around him and just stay there.
And live untill time ended with him, hand in hand just us..
But, all men want somthing more.
But to me he seems to love me for me...
Is he true?
saddly i dont know....

Giggles

I have been so out of it, But he brings me Giggles .....He brings me happiness, and to him i give him everything I can, I just don't wanna be tossed again, and because of you I have found my reflection....