So Many Times

So many times have I broke down.. for you..
So many times have I self destruct....Just so You`d love me..
So many times I`d had wished that you were true...
So many times have I wanted to forget everything and tell you everything.
But your a Wall..
To me the most beautiful wall...
One that I have to walk by everyday just to be true to myself...
So Many Times Have I Fallen For Someone Who Just Hurt Me...Beyond Anything Capable.

Last night

I kinda wanted something....

:More:

From you...But you

:Never:

Did give me

:More:

But when I wanted

:More:

From you..

You

:Left:

Me

I just

:Wanted:

Myself

:Back:

But your wavering

:Conviction:

Failed to

:Satisfy:

My Love.

NiteMurr

I wish I was nightmare, Thier quick and painless, just a little scare...

Instead of fear....all the time....With the changes everything is scarier....bolder....more...different......

Boys

Boys just dont understand How we work....
We want someone who is gonna be there for us like a best friend.
Someone who side with them even if were wrong.
Someone to just talk with.
But we always end up with the wrong one.
Im not saying your not for me , but theres something.. that I cant understand....

Hims

Hes like that Icecream That I cant eat enough of, Hes like my reflection.
Hes my cloud on a sunny day,
Hes mine.
Hes the keep of my heart wich he squeezes. Untill we have no more words to say.
I wish I could wrap my arms around him and just stay there.
And live untill time ended with him, hand in hand just us..
But, all men want somthing more.
But to me he seems to love me for me...
Is he true?
saddly i dont know....

Giggles

I have been so out of it, But he brings me Giggles .....He brings me happiness, and to him i give him everything I can, I just don't wanna be tossed again, and because of you I have found my reflection....