Death-Wish

There's a deathwish in your eyes,
When I look up, All I can see is your struggles, At night I tip-toe to your side of the bed and your face is in the pillow sobbing in your sleep.
Every night I sit there in the next room and I listen to your sobbing.
If only I was that perfect child, That you wish I was, But No.
You got me, the one with plans to die, the one with eyes to kill and the one with the pain. I can see you sighing and I know you want me gone.
So I'll go so you dont have to see me, Cause you know I want to leave.

Come if you fear.

Up from below, a place of refuge. A place where you are not and it is the best, a place where I can be me and not you, like you want me to.
Up from below we come, like rain flowing backwards and winds swirling in circles.
We come to destroy your throne of lies.
Up from below we come to destroy your throne of lies.

Superstitious

When a man of sound is faced with the supernatural he loses his bearings.

Shame

I am shamed, for the tears

I am worried for the cuts

I am alone for the night.

I think the tears will shed again.

I think the cuts will get worse.

I am upset for how I can't tell people how I actually feel.

I'm scared of the reaction.

I cannot guess how they would react,

Because I cannot understand how they work.

Memories Of You....

I have this one memory of you; and its not something nice.

Actually its not anything at all. Its just this angry feeling left behind.

Its like you took my feelings and stuffed them into your stupid heart.

Leaving me cold and bitter, And thats the only thing I remember about you.

Its all right

Its all right for awhile,

We'll stay here..

But we'll have to move when you

lose your way...

-No we are gonna stay here..

I am okay.. here.

-No you're not okay here..

Your slowly fading away..

-Leave me alone...

This is where I want to die...