Riot

I feel so alive.
Lets start a riot
Burn those pictures
Kick those boxes
Smash those glasses
Run threw the streets with hair flying behind me.
Seeing mysekf in a relfection and throw my head back and laugh like they do in movies
I just feel this sudden pain and I want it all gone.
Lets start a riot and never have it leave/

A girl with a dream

I really liked this one this time
He actually Loved me.
And I loved him back.
But he ended.
I feel so empty so alone .
Is this guilt?

Letting it all out.

When hes gone .

Its all down hill.

Time to vent.

This how I let everything go.

Saying those hurt feelings I`d rather keep inside.

These feeling he`d never understand.

Lets just keep this to our selves.

No one is here to understand

I have all the help in the world and i hide from it.

I dont trust them well, they do not understand.

When hes gone.

Th darker side comes....and stays.

Sadden

I am sad,
I am sad for him.
He dosent realize.
I`d like to see my lover again.
Where is he?

Taking leave.

Why dose everyone leave and never come back?
I'm desperate for my old self and life back.
I really do need it.

Jumbled mess

People are looking like dolls more and more.
The alleys are filled with dust.
and I am full of this dust. I would like to look like a doll. But I dont.
Looking down seeing threw the brick.
The dawn is breaking
The cars are awaking with screams.
How can this be life?
Wandering the streets to school.
Shuffling threw the grass.
Where did I put those dreams?
glacing up at the sun.
He is laughing and we know it.
He trying to an excuse to leave.
the clouds are gathering.