ending?

My heart is in such a race, I think i may have found the one......can this be?

I thought i`d never find someone to love....
I think this may be my happy ending....My ending.
My Happy ending. This may be the last words i write of pain...
Can this be it?
Will i be able to forgive myself?
What a marvelous end, ending in Denial.

A promise

We had a promise to eachother, If we Vanished We would look for eachother and then we`d meet under the sun and live forever......

In Vain

As I look Back, I see I was the one who made the mistakes.

Life Seems to roll on by. Seeing nothing along the way.Only Hearing the laughter of loved ones.

As if im blind, Living only in Vain.

Nearing.

Scratching the wood above me into a heart.
Holding the pictures of you close to my heart.
My heart thumping as I become closer to the end.
Saying my last I love you`s and farewells.
I stop moving and slowly fade into the night as the rest of us do.

Breathe.

You took my breath away.
Leaving me heart broken and afraid.
Good Job Micheal.
I loved You.
But you love someone else.
As I cried that night for....you.
I wanted you....I loved you with all of my heart.
I loved...you.
I cried and cried I did somethings that Now I regret.
But. I was a girl. I was heartbroken in this horrible world.
And you still take my breath away.

New Hands

New hands wiping the tears.
New Hands that hold me.
Everything is new.
But, its the same feeling.
love?
As I sink away back to where I swam from .
Holding on to the love...
New Hands
New pains.
Love that was fake.