Can They See Me Now?

My head hurts because I have my thoughts so tightly held.
I hold onto you closer then before as I look up from where I sit, Everyone looks at me.
Can they see how lost I am? Or can they see the pain?

Afloat

Some thing always catches me afloat and alone.
I'm alone again without you sight isn't as important
Math is a hum
I'm a mess.
Your perfection.

Mind Bind.

My mind is in a bind as my body curls my mind uncurls around you.
Tick-Tock Click-Clock goes my thoughts my life is unwavering to you.
Only whispering lies.

Alone

When I'm alone,I become a shy little thing, I become someone that's not me.
When I'm with you, I'm always true.
When I'm true, You smile.
When I'm alone I can never stop thinking of you. Your the bright side of the moon and I`m the dark side.
Because I'll never hurt you by telling you how I feel when I'm down.
There's always a struggle to obtain you.
The coals in the stove always seem to hurt more then being without you. Because I never knew what alone was until I leave your arms at night.
As we dance threw the night I realize I could of had you along time ago.

Swans Love.

Your so Divine I cant do anything against it.
In my dark corner I weep but you come shining like the sun and take my hand all so gentle and shove me into the light were all the ones I love are.
But your not there. Your never where I need you to be.
As I sulk back to my dark and shaded corner . Not knowing if you`d ever come back to me.
We are two different people and theres something about that lifts me from the dark and into your arms every time.
I cant get over how perfect you are.
Your my sun to my lonely planet where I rule with an iron fist.
You sat there and pleaded me into not killing the ones that had teased me.
There I sat gazing at you when you napped.
But theres always something about how the swans fly and leaves, it always bothers me when you leave. I see your distant shadow leave and I know your not coming back for me this time..
My swans leave me to love nothing but the memories of you.

The Mirror

All night long she stares in the mirror,
All night long she wishes love wasn't just a lie,
All night long she dreams of her own fairytale,
Where her father wouldnt beat her, where her mother wouldnt drink, Where her brother wouldnt touch her,
All night long she wishes she could be free.
Only the mirror knows her secrets, because, she lives in the mirror now...
The mirror has taken her to safety but only has brought her more pain.
She can hear her mothers cries and her father beating her brother,
All night long she wishes she didn't leave them, because they had some good times..
Before all of this.