Justin

Justin, I hope you cry your pretty little hazel eyes.
Cause you should have never let me go.
When your friends told me you were dead.
I thought you really had left me. For two years I was fine.
Until I realized. That you were gone and I was alone.
One night I drew a picture of you sleeping so peacefully in your dirt and maggot filled coffin..
Cause I couldn't live without you.
And I still have that picture and I carry it around so I wont be so weak next time I fall in love.
I hope your feeling bad Cause when I fully realized you left..
I was about to just let go.
But when I found someone else...I thought everything was better until I left hm for you.
I did that to so many guys I was out of control and I wasn't gonna stop.
Cause, I thought I was getting back at you for leaving me.
Until I couldn't do anything to have someone. But now I have someone who keeps me entertained and doesn't bore me and doesn't leave me for weeks at a time because I was out of control.
I hope your crying those lovely eyes of yours...Cause, I never want to see them happy again.