"Kitten"

How you sat on his lap and he held you to him.....I was jealous, He's mine... when we sat at the restaurant and he asked to come with him, To watch her flirt which is a bad flirt while i sat there watching you absorb it...I rolled my spaghetti around my fork so many times you couldn't see the fork. How come you don't see my feelings towards you?....I thought you knew and felt the same obviously....You only see me as a weakling that stumbles and stutters around men. A fear that I cant hide... When I'm in your arms and as you hugged me in friendly way even though I was scared of you...I never wanted to leave your arms....the warmth was oh so nice...
Men-Phobia...that's what you said i had but you called me "My Lil' Scared Kitten" that's how I got the name of "Kitten" That's when I had found my spot in your heart....Your little Kitten....
But she glares at me threw her thick rimmed glasses....and gives me a cold smile as she tower above me. At school I linger around your classes hoping I can catch your eye. Or catch a smile, Maybe even a hug or a 'Hey kitten" and I'll blush and run off. But your giant stares me down and sends chills up my spine now, I don't linger by your classes...I'm scared she'll hurt me like how your hurting me....