Lost again

I have lost myself, Amongst the broken glass and the warped floor boards.
I thought I would find you, Somewhere here. But there was only bones on the floor where I left you.
I came back to find myself or to be myself. But I came back and you had changed.
I thought you could help. I feel like a duckling fighting to stay above the water.
But hate and pain and misery are tugging at my legs. I called out for you but you never came. I want to tell you my problems, But you never helped.
I became different because I thought you would love me .

My Hero

My hero is that lady who stands between the dark and light, My hero is the man who stands between earth and water.
These were the ones, I looked up to.
My Hero is the people who stand where the sky meets the land.
(tid bit,)

Again...?

Again, Yes, Again I have gained that power.
Again, No Again I have lost that power.
Now, I want you more then ever.
Again, I have lost that power to call you mine.
Again, I am leaving you behind

I wish

I wish I had that pride that let you show your real self,
I wish I could be like you,
But what we did makes me want to scream, How could we have done this to you?
How many more of you will we hurt? For our actions, I would like to Personally, Apologize for what they did to you.
And I will take that to the grave with me till I feel the equality of us.

Pebble Pebble

Pebble Pebble, You think your nothing.
Your the earth I tried to wash away,
Your the scab that has left a scar
Your the tear that turned into a pillow soaked with love
Hope, Hopeful, Hopeless.
I cant get enough of you.
I told you goodbye.
I told you to leave
Bored, Boring,Stupid,Nothing
Your Empty Like the Cups in the sink
I'm empty like the dishwasher that cleaned the cups.
The house is empty and I stick out like a soar thumb,
Believe,Believed,Forgotten, Forgiven
I believe I told you sorry.
I believed you said sorry.
I forgotten every moment of your existence.
I have forgiven you.